The Omnious Shade

Here I am stepping into a world of shadows.
Here goes my pace, trembling yet calm.
I am afraid of going into that shade,
you know how much I miss the beams,
but your mysterious power is getting over me.
I am forced to get inside. With you,
into that terrifying darkness.
No. I am not enforced. I am aware
Of my desire to see
That side, since it belongs to you.
Can you listen to my heart beats? I doubt.
They are echoing inside my lonesome chest.
Sighs after Sighs,
Until I turn around
And see you not here
Not beside me.
You left my spirit in this ominous hole
I have nothing at this moment. Except my lonesome tears
To be shed over that engraved name over my body,
Your name that cannot be erased
To be rinsed, rinsed with tears of plain saline,
Till I dry out of living.
With nothing left of me,
But a soulless corpse
And eyes remaining to sob, sobbing upon that destiny;
A dark tunnel with no light.
Not even yours.

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